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You don't need a ton of friends for your life to matter.
- Stephen GomezYou don't need to save the world, you don't need to be famous or loved by many, you don't need money or power. All you need is one person. All you need is to matter to one person. All you need is one person to always be these for you, to love you no matter what. Love is awesome, but why is it less than three? |
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hey soul sister
Yanbing ♥11 January listen to your heart
to die for
I REALLY WANT THEM OMG.Gakken Flex 35mm TLR DIY Superheadz Golden Half Tomy ToLNe 35mm Vistaquest VQ1015R2 (sky blue) the feel good drag
THEY ARE MINE.Nikon Coolpix S7 Quad cam (Green) x:version (Pink) Fisheye 2 (Black) Diana Mini from yesterday
always remember
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I'm doing the same thing, but I really can't help it.
You can always come to me if you need someone to talk to, You know I love you. I wish I can be more dependable as a friend. It pains me to see those people I love, being so emotional and depressed. I feel useless. I don't know what I am doing with my life. Nothing is coming out of it really. Grades? No, sucks like shit and crap. I practically scored U grades for almost every subject. How awesome right? Hockey? No, I'm not improving. In fact, I think I'm "deproving". PW? No, it's kind of stagnant. The team work is like 3/4 dead. Right now, after all those discussions, I'm suddenly lost and I have absolutely no idea what I have to do. And to think draft one's due tomorrow. Social life? Close to negative. Family? I'm not even home most of the time. Maybe get home, eat shower and sleep. Friends? They seem to be so near yet so far. I realised that what I see and feel is far from what they're really feeling. I want to help, but I don't know how to. And in front of everyone, they're just putting up a fake front while they're actually dying on the inside. There's some dark secret in them that they can't tell people, and it affects them a lot. But I can't do anything to help, because it's not something that can be publicised. And anyway, even if they did tell me, what can I do? Sometimes it really makes me re-think what I am as a friend.. Plus I hate it that actually I'm going through that too. I feel downright useless really. There's so many more things I want to say, but yet at the same time, my mind is somehow blank. I feel like I suddenly lost my memory. I can't remember a thing about pw. |