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You don't need a ton of friends for your life to matter.
- Stephen GomezYou don't need to save the world, you don't need to be famous or loved by many, you don't need money or power. All you need is one person. All you need is to matter to one person. All you need is one person to always be these for you, to love you no matter what. Love is awesome, but why is it less than three? |
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hey soul sister
Yanbing ♥11 January listen to your heart
to die for
I REALLY WANT THEM OMG.Gakken Flex 35mm TLR DIY Superheadz Golden Half Tomy ToLNe 35mm Vistaquest VQ1015R2 (sky blue) the feel good drag
THEY ARE MINE.Nikon Coolpix S7 Quad cam (Green) x:version (Pink) Fisheye 2 (Black) Diana Mini from yesterday
always remember
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I will survive
AWESOME SHIT! (My failed oxymoron..) I'm so screwed for tomorrow omg. I'm in a damned dilemma!!! UGH. Okay la, it's not really a dilemma anymore since I've already made decisions.. In fact, it's not one AT ALL anymore. Hahah. I'm just feeling freaking frustrated and annoyed and pissed and angry!! Not at anyone, but like the stuff that I have on tomorrow. Okay firstly, training clashes with the Taming of the Shrew play @ DBS theatre. Mhm wait, not really clash. That's where the problem comes in! D: Cause right, training is supposed to be from 3-5pm. Taming of the shrew is supposed to start at 7.30pm, but must reach at 7pm. BUT the class is meeting up at the clarke quay mrt, which is the nearest to the place, at 6.30pm. I WANT TO GO HOME TO CHANGE AND DUMP MY BAG FIRST!!!!! ): It takes 1 hour to get home. 1 hour to get from home to clarke quay. Still must shower and change!! I absolutely have NO intentions of wearing uniform to the play. OR, neither do I want to wear a dress and carry my huge bag plus hockey equipments. NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY. Either way right, I'll look like some freaking idiot/retard. Disgusting like shit!! Elaine didn't want to allow me to go off early from training ): Even after I offered to leave training slightly before it ends, like, 4pm, but do make up training again another day. Make up training is horrible like shit okay!! She didn't allow even after i was willing to try to compromise!!! D<>We were all supposed to try to make it for training, not be late, not make him angry, move fast, and put in 200% effort.. They're going to have a farewell after the guys' training. Cake, farewell, card. I'm going to miss all of that. Awesome, plain awesome. I suddenly feel like crying.. It's like the past 2 weeks or so I was so damn upset over how saiful seemed to be constantly picking on me.. Just yesterday, during the monday training, while he was talking to me, even he himself admitted that he was giving me a lot of pressure. I was damn upset over all the scoldings and all luh omg.. Though I knew it was to help me improve. I know I was just taking it from a negative point of view. Whatever it was, I couldn't help it. I was just plain upset. But I don't want him to go yet. I still want to prove to him that I was putting in the efforts when he thought that I wasn't. That it's not that I'm not training hard enough, not bothering to run, not pushing and sweeping properly, or not trying my best. I want to show that the shit stuff that I did (the screwed up pushes and sweeps) during the mini matches are not the best that I can do and that they were actually screwed up and I can do better. I want to let him know that I can do it. That even though I'm already putting in lots of effort (maybe way more than what some others are putting in), and still get scolded, I will not succumb!!!!! I WILL PUT IN EVEN MORE EFFORT. I WILL TRY HARDER. I WILL PROVE THAT MY BASICS ARE NOT LIKE SHIT. I WILL SHOW THAT I'M NOT AN IDIOT ON THE PITCH. Lastly, I will miss saiful, our dear awesome coach. I think I've only known him for 3 months? But from 4 trainings a week at the start to 2 a week now, it's been quite a number of days.. He's been funny and nice, strict at the right time and firm with us. Idk how to describe the positive traits luh. Idk what's so damn good about him, maybe everything, but one thing's for sure - HE'S AWESOME. COME BACK AFTER YOUR EXAMS LEH??! Yes, please do ): Current music: Parker - Automatic Loveletter |