Guilt from cruelty
I don't know what I'm doing with my life.

Everyday I'm just obsessing over cameras, living in my own world, wasting time on non-constructive stuff (ie. not studying)

And I do foolish senseless things that I feel like slapping myself afterwards it sucks.
I get so frustrated with myself each time I do it.



But I swear I'm obsessedshit over cameras.
I wish I could stop all that I'm doing in my life right now and run away any camera that I wish for.