Frustration Depression
All of a sudden, I feel very, idk, depressed? Frustrated?
I don't even know what I'm feeling.
I realised that I really hate what the people around me now see me as.
Dumb? Insincere? Unkind? Insensitive? Fake? Stubborn? Weird? Nonsensical?

I really hate it.

I've always been proud of myself cause I think that I'm a really sincere and sensitive person.
This may seem ego, but I honestly do mean it..
But people around me now just don't see me as that AT ALL.
I'm still surrounded by this feeling of insecurity.

I REALLY HATE THIS.