Obsessed
Yes, I'm obsessed AGAIN.
Here comes the annoying Yanbing AGAIN.
Great.
I really don't want to be annoying people with my "Omg it's ******!!!!" sort of thing :/
But I just can't help it :c
I just can't help going crazy over him everytime I sees him..
I know it's annoying, I get annoyed at myself sometimes, too.

I really think I'm quite very obsessed right now.
I haven't been this obsessed in a while already, I think.
Since a few months ago?
The B****** one.
Yeaaaah.
Can't believe I was upset for him just cause his friends had left him by himself, at one table, while they went to another table to play some dumb cards thing..
I was sad for him, sad for how he was abandoned just like that.

Man, I wish I'd stop being so obsessed and crazy over him!!!

BUT I JUST CAN'T HELP IT

Wake up call
Oh gosh, I'm screwed.
At this rate, I'll no doubt be retained.
Without even getting the chance for a re-test.
No, it can't go like this.
I need to study.
I WILL study!!!
I'm not a Christian, but God bless me.
I really don't want to get retained.
From the depth of my heart.
I hope that I'll finally snap out of this state of mind where I'm lazy to study or can't be bothered to.
Before it's too late.
WAKE UP, YANBING!!!!!

Sleep
Oh no.
I can't be sleepy!!!!
I GOT TO WRITE MY LIT ESSAY OMG.

I want to sleep.
Quite very badly.

PW
I've just officially been appointed the one to do the shit job.
Isn't it awesome or what man.

I feel like I've so much more responsibilities.
It's like as though, I was in an open relationship previously, but now I'm officially in a relationship..
No, that was just an analogy.
Now I officially am in charge of THE SHIT STUFF.
Previously, it was entirely voluntary - I'm in an "initiative mood", I get everyone together for meetings. If I'm not, then someone can always take up the job.
But now, no.
I officially HAVE TO be in charge and be initiative all the time.

Everyone in the group's probably going to be hating me by the time we're over and done with PW..
Telling everyone in their face, what's been done wrongly, is so not going to be fun.
I'm scared.
I don't know if I'll be able to live up to the job.

Angst
Today was quite a horrible day.
The entire day, except till nearing the end of it, like from PE onwards, I WAS DAMN GROUCHY AND PISSY AND ANGSTY AND ANNOYING.
I really have no idea why, but I was just in this easily irritated mood.
Very, very pissy mood.
Stupid little actions or sounds will trigger it off..
PMS-y? Idk man.
I'm quite annoyed with myself for behaving that way though.
Like some kept asking if I'm okay and tried to cheer me up, but I just secretly felt annoyed.
I suck, I know.

Mateo: Empire State of Mind (Part III)

Joke
6 is afraid of 7, cause 789

HAHAH THIS IS DAMN CUTE, I SWEAR :)

V for VICTORY!!!
YAY I'M DAMN HAPPY.
Inter-house games: floorball!

We totally thrashed the other houses please!
Even though cheetah was real good, and the seniors were playing for the other houses too.
Omggg :)

COUGAR AND HOCKEY FTW YAY!!!

It was like damn fun can!
Someone from Panther broke a ball, and BOONYEE broke a stick!! HAHAH.

Btw I think Cassandra's Momo is like damn cool luh omg.
Like when he does umpiring or actually playing floorball and all that.
One word: PRO.

Oh and there were quite a lot of eye candies for us! Volleyball, tchoukball, hockey. HEH (Y)
Cute guys and pretty girls wow not bad uh? ;)


I'm secretly damn proud of myself for once, actually.
For like being the second highest scorer..
Though I know, I need to face reality, which is that two of them were entirely based on luck.
I know I'm not good at sports, I know it.
I shall not be delusional :)

I can still be happy about it though, can't I :)

This is not me
I'm suddenly feeling this overwhelming wave of sadness.
Yanbing shouldn't be like that really.
She should be strong.
She shouldn't be so useless, seeing her friends suffer but unable to do anything about it.

That sucks.

I'm doing the same thing, but I really can't help it.
You can always come to me if you need someone to talk to,
You know I love you.


I wish I can be more dependable as a friend.
It pains me to see those people I love, being so emotional and depressed.
I feel useless.
I don't know what I am doing with my life.
Nothing is coming out of it really.
Grades?
No, sucks like shit and crap.
I practically scored U grades for almost every subject.
How awesome right?
Hockey?
No, I'm not improving.
In fact, I think I'm "deproving".
PW?
No, it's kind of stagnant. The team work is like 3/4 dead.
Right now, after all those discussions, I'm suddenly lost and I have absolutely no idea what I have to do.
And to think draft one's due tomorrow.
Social life?
Close to negative.
Family?
I'm not even home most of the time.
Maybe get home, eat shower and sleep.
Friends?
They seem to be so near yet so far.
I realised that what I see and feel is far from what they're really feeling.
I want to help, but I don't know how to.
And in front of everyone, they're just putting up a fake front while they're actually dying on the inside.
There's some dark secret in them that they can't tell people, and it affects them a lot.
But I can't do anything to help, because it's not something that can be publicised.
And anyway, even if they did tell me, what can I do?
Sometimes it really makes me re-think what I am as a friend..
Plus I hate it that actually I'm going through that too.

I feel downright useless really.

There's so many more things I want to say, but yet at the same time, my mind is somehow blank.

I feel like I suddenly lost my memory.
I can't remember a thing about pw.

My eyes hurt
Yes my eyes hurt.
I don't want to go blind someday.
I'm scared and worried.

They're dry and painful and my vision is a little blurry.

What if I went blind one day.
I think I'd rather kill myself.
I'm scared.

WTS I SUCK
It's 12.25am right now.

I haven't showered.
I haven't packed.
I have not gotten the stuff that's to be washed, out.

My eyes hurt.
My back hurts.
My arm aches.
My legs are tired.

Idk what the hell I'm still doing on the com.

Results
We've only gotten back GP and Math.
They were horrible.
Idk how the rest are going to be like, but I doubt they're going to be any better really.
I don't think I'm really upset over them.
It's more of resignation.
And I'm feeling a little of helplessness too.

I don't want to be retained.
I think I'd better buck up and start working.

Be bold when you like something
BOLD

Bold the things you LIKE:



Reading.

Writing.

The Beatles.

True Blood.

Demi Lovato.

Miley Cyrus.

Selena Gomez.

Taylor Swift.

Knitting.

Crafts.

Perez Hilton.

Tea.

Cats.

Twitter.

Cold weather.

Tofu.

Hummus. (What??!)

Adam Lambert.

Muse.

The Killers.

Jay Leno.

Conan O’Brien.

Craig Ferguson.

PCs. (??)

John Lennon.

Jennifer Aniston.

LOST.

Michael Buble.

Poetry.

Yoga.

Crocs.

Peace.

My hometown.

Proper spelling.

Proper grammar.

Disney.

Saturday Night Live.

Stem Cell Research.

Green movement.

Adopting animals.

Vegetarianism/Veganism.

Jimmy Fallon.

Learning new languages.

David Bowie.

Snow.

Horror books.

Fantasy books.

Disney Channel Shows.

Being pale.



I am a cuddler.

I am a morning person. (Sometimes??)

I am an only child.

I am currently in my pajamas.

I am currently pregnant.

I am currently single.

I am currently suffering from a broken heart.

I am left handed.

I am married.

I am addicted to my MySpace.

I am online 24/7, even as an away message.

I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.

I bite my nails.

I can be paranoid at times.

I don’t like anyone. (I think if I liked this, it'll be like the worst lie EVER hahah)

I enjoy country music.



I enjoy jazz music.

I enjoy smoothies.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I have a car.

I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.

I have a hidden talent. (Maybe I secretly thinks so? Self denial maybe. How'd you know. But wait, how'd I even know if it's HIDDEN?! -_-)

I have a pet.

I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. Best understatement of all time (Y)

I have all my grandparents.

I have been to another country.

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.

I have or had broken a bone.

I have caller I.D. on my phone.

I have bathed someone.

I have changed a diaper.

I have changed a lot over the past year.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. (I have NEVER dyed my hair before and will NEVER dye it. Unless it's no long this original brown colour D:)

I have had major/minor surgery.

I have killed another person.

I have had my hair cut within the last week.

I have mood swings.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I have rejected someone before.

I have seen the television show The O.C.

I have seen the “Lord Of The Rings” trilogy

I like the taste of blood.



I love Michael Jackson.

I love sleeping.

I love to play computer games.

I love to shop.

I own 100 CDs or more.

I own and use a library card.

I read books for pleasure in my spare time.

I sleep a lot during the day.

I strongly dislike math. (Used to! But not so much now :))

I was born in a country other than the US.

I watch soap operas on a regular basis.

I work at a job that I enjoy.

I would classify myself as ghetto. (??)

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I am currently wearing socks.

I am tired. (Yes, VERY. I don't even know why I'm here man omg.)

I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.

I consume at least 1 alchoholic drink every month

I have a screen name.





I have/had



Graduated high school.

Kissed someone.

Smoked cigarettes.

Rode every ride at an amusement park.

Collected something really stupid.

Gone to a rock concert.

Helped someone.

Gone Fishing.

Spun turn tables.

Watched four movies in one night.

Been dumped.

Failed a class.

Dealt drugs.

Taken a college level course.

Been in a car accident. (Car, no. Bicycle, yes. HAHAH.)

Been in a tornado.

Watched someone die.

Been to a funeral.

Burned yourself.

Ran a marathon. (Okay, it wasn't considered running though..)

Your parents got divorced.

Cried yourself to sleep.

Spent over $200 in one day.

Cheated on someone.

Been cheated on.

Written a 10 page letter.

Gone skiing.

Been sailing.

Had a best friend.

Lost someone you loved.

Shoplifted something.

Had detention.

Skipped school.

Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.

Stolen books from the library.

Gone to a different country.

Been in a mental hospital.

Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.

Fired a gun.

Gambled in a casino.

Had a yard sale.

And a lemonade stand.

Actually made money at the lemonade stand.

Been in a school play. (That was in kindergarten though HEH)

Been fired from a job. (Sort of?)

Taken a lie detector test.

Swam with dolphins.

Gone to Sea World.

Attempted suicide.

Voted for American/Australian Idol.

Written poetry. (Forced to for lit ): )

Read more than 20 books a year.

Gone to Europe.

Loved someone you couldn’t have.

Wondered about your sexuality. (I do that quite often actually hahah!)

Used a coloring book over age 12.

Had surgery.

Had stitches.

Taken a taxi.

Seen the Washington Monument.

Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.

Overdosed.

Had a drug or alcohol problem.

Been in a fist fight.

Had a hamster.

Petted a wild animal.

Used a credit card.

Gone surfing in California.

Did “spirit day” at school.

Dyed your hair.

Got a tattoo.

Had something pierced.

Got straight A’s. (In primary school maybe HAH)

Been on the Honor Roll.

Your parents sent you to a shrink.

Been handcuffed.

Known someone with HIV or AIDS.

Taken pictures with a webcam. (And not just A photo manzzzz!)

Started a fire.


I am ___ tall.

5’0” or shorter

5’1” or 5’2”

5’3” or 5’4”

5’5” or 5’6” (I think?)

5’7” or 5’8”

5’9” or 6’0”

6’1” or taller



My hair is naturally the color ___.

Light brown

Medium brown

Dark brown (I can't tell which it is really)

Blonde

Black

Dirty blonde

Strawberry blonde



My hair’s natural texture is ___.

Curly

Wavy

Straight

A combination of things

Nappy (????)



My eyes are ___.

Brown (I wish man! I think they're more black than brown actually -_-)

Blue

Green

Grey

Hazel

Light brown

A combination of things



My sexual orientation is ___.

Straight

Gay

Bisexual. (Uhm, I'm not very sure..?? :s)





I am a ___.

Male

Female



My favorite kinds of music are ___..

Rock

Indie

Metal

Techno

Pop

Gothic metal

Punk

Ska

Hip-hop

Rap

Reggae

Old school rock

Folk rock





My favorite places to shop include ___.

Hot Topic

Claire’s

Abercrombie

Hollister

American Eagle

Aeropostale

Wet Seal

Wal*Mart

KMart

Target

Charlotte Russe

Delia*s

Spencer’s

eBay

Shopping online

Thrift shops

Garage sales

Urban Outfitters

Pac Sun

Mandee’s

Modell’s

Forever 21



Adjectives that describe me are ___.

Funny (I'd like to think that sometimes I am :))

Serious

Sensitive

Strong-willed

Determined

Lazy

Procrastinator

Loving

Compassionate

Bad tempered

Hard to please

People-pleaser

Leader

Follower

Perky

Depressing

Exciting

Interesting (I hope!)

Weird

Unique (I'd like to be!)

Normal (No I don't want to be this!)





People sometimes label me as ___, even though I don’t really care.

Prep

Punk

Goth

Grunge

Slut

Gangster

Girly

Tomboy

Prude

Teacher’s pet

Nerd

Geek



My longest relationship was ___.

1 month or less

2 months

3 months

4 months

5 months

6 months

7 months

8 months

9 months

10 months

11 months

A year+

Two years or more

I’ve never been in a real relationship



Some of my biggest fears are ___.

Spiders/other insects

Dying

Rape

Doctor/dentist appointments

Hospitals

Needles

Disease

Being alone in the dark (YES OMG DAMN SCARED)

Heights

Small spaces

Oceans/large bodies of water

Holes

Large animals

Small animals

Dying young

Old people

I have too many



I have ___.

A best friend

A boyfriend

A girlfriend

A friend with benefits

A computer in my room

A television in my room

Good grades (I wish man!!)

My own car

More than 5 good friends

Married parents



I will never ___.

Have an abortion

Kill somebody

Rape somebody

Vote Republican

Vote Democrat

Be straight

Be gay

Wear all black

Shop at Hollister

Make my best friend cry

Make my significant other cry

Fall in love

Truly hate somebody

Dye my hair an unnatural color

Shave my head

Grow my hair down to my butt

Not shave for a year

Cry in front of someone

Sing/act in front of an audience




I'm damn tired. And I'm doing this.
Great, I'm weird.
I'm going to go sleep!!
PE again tomorrow OMG JUST KILL ME ALREADY ):

What I forsee of the week..
I'm so shacked.
I want to just shower and then drop onto the bed and sleep till like 11am next morning..
But that's not really possible.
Discuss PW, check for hw, pack my bag, get the clothes that need to be washed to mum, and I think there's more.

I'm really worn out..
And it's just Monday.
Only the FIRST day of the week.

OMG.
How'm I going to sustain till the end man!!
I'm so dead.
And we're going to have to rush PW now that WR draft one's due at the end of the week..

It's going to be a real tough week and I've absolutely no idea how I'm going to survive it.
IT'S GOING TO BE TORTUROUS OH NO ):

I'm so drained I want to just drop dead on the bed, my goodness.
But no, I still got to pack my bag at least.
Just kill me already, man.
I'M SO TIRED.

Amazing day
Yesterday was quite an awesome day ♥

Firstly, school, Friday being a short day in the first place, includes Civics, Econs, GP and Lit.
But yesterday, Mrs Wong and Guru both weren't there.
Plus Mr Ang forgot about the change in the timetable, he didn't come in for Civics during the first half hour period. Though he did come in later on for a short Civics.
For GP we didn't even do anything!
We just watched Food Inc.
It was really quite disturbing though.
So basically, we didn't do anything for school the whole day!
I wasn't even late in the morning!! :D


After school, Daniel and I had nothing to do, so we went around to look for Lakshmi and Asyraf, since like Joey they all were going to have Chinese lesson.
Slacked around, talk about all kinds of random stuff, and then after Asyraf went off for prayers, the three of us waited for Joey to go for lunch together.
In the end Joey was upset over Chinese Mid year results and went home.
We went over to NYP for lunch.
I wasn't really hungry somehow, so i just got brownies with chocolate ice cream.
The brownie was quite good!
It was like warm with chocolate fudge all over it :D
I got quite annoyed with the ice cream though.
Cause it was like just melting into the big rectangular plastic container thing and I couldn't scoop it out? -_-
Plus I didn't like the walnuts or whatever nuts it was in the brownie.
A little too much of that really.
After that, Lakshmi went back to school for CCA while Daniel and I went off!


I trained down to Tanjong Pagar to meet the seller for my MP3!
YAY new MP3 ♥
(It's still charging right now, I haven't used it yet D: )
She was quite nice :)
I was happy to find out that the original price of it was like 189 bucks, but I only got it at $67!
It was new in the box and plastic wrappers too! :D

Went down to Somerset to meet ZIYING!! :D
When we got off the train, we actually realised that we were quite likely on the same train from Dhoby Ghaut!
Fated much huh ♥
We went over to Cineleisure to get movie tickets and along the way, stopped by candy empire @ Somerset Tripleone? Or whatever it's called la.
I didn't even know it opened already.
Shows how deprived I am -_-
It was embarrassing over there omg.
While opening the door to go in, I had no idea the door was so light, I used a little too much force and it hit the side..
To bad for me the door was like in full view of the counter, facing them directly.
They totally glared at me omg ):
Damn embarrassing.

After we got the tickets, we only had to wait for a short while before the movie starts.
Like, travel upstairs to the theatres and get drinks, short.
Awesome much?
(Y)
Eclipse was, alright :)
Don't love it or hate it.
Okay fine, I love the Taylor parts.
DAMN AWESOME HEH HEH.
HE'S LIKE HOW HOT PLEASE. OH EM GEE.
There was this particularly funny part omg I totally burst out laughing and applauding manzzzz.
It wasn't just me though!! Quite a lot of people in the the cinema did that too!
It was the part where Bella, Edward and Jacob were in the mountains or something, and there was a snow storm. Bella was freezing and shaking, but Edward couldn't do anything to help. Jacob came along into the tent they were in and wanted to warm her up with his body heat then when Edward objected to it, Jacob was like, "Face it, I'm hotter than you."
HAHAHAHAH
EPIC MOMENT I TELL YOU.
Best.
HAHAHAHAH SERIOUSLY MAN.
I bet like probably everyone in the cinema would have agreed with it manzzzz!!
Ziying totally squealed hahah!

Went over to Taka for dinner @ MOS burger, then we wanted to find somewhere to camwhore, so after looking around for a more secluded area but failed, we eventually decided on Orchard Central!
Couldn't find a quiet area there at first, but eventually we stumbled onto The MED?
Idk if it's called that, but I think it's at the B3? Or was it B2..
THE PLACE IS DAMN AWESOME I SWEAR.
I love it!!!
It's like such a peaceful place for one, cause OC is quite deserted in the first place?
Secondly, it's probably cause at B3, the most of the shops there aren't even open.
The place is quite pretty really.
I don't really know how to explain it, but the ambience is great!
There's this corner with many flowers in front of a mirror across the wall, and a bench in front of the flowers.
The bench may have been those really common, brown ones you see in parks and the flowers were fake, but somehow I found that super pretty.
Maybe it was cause of the person I was with ♥
That sounded a little lesbian-y, but oh well! Love you Ziying!! ♥♥
Oh and there's VERTICAL GARDENING too hahah!
And then we camwhored like crazy man :D
No, like crazy woman actually.
HAHAH that was lame.
(I actually meant to say "we camwhored like crazy, man")
I hope the lighting was good enough and the photos can be developed!!
It will be real pretty ):

That's about all! :D

Hmm, I wonder why the MP3's taking so long to charge..
Idk if it's not yet done or the battery bar just won't stop even after it finishes charging..
Hmm.
Maybe I'll just stop charging it.
Can't wait to use it! Heh :)


Today..
Was quite wasted.
I woke up at like 1230? (OMG)
Then slacked around a bit, and then ended up reading a book most of the time.
I should really start on work again.
I can't just be hardcore only towards exams..
Haven't gotten back the papers for mid years, but I predict, that it's going to atrocious.
SIAN.
Sighhh.
):

Make up smeared eyes



Finally found the second video that I was trying to recall.
My current fav song.

Screwed up shit
I seriously don’t give a damn y’know.
You are one fucked up thing man.
I don’t ever curse, but that’s really the nicest word I can think of for you right now.
You just downright pissed me off.

I didn’t believe it at first..
Okay, fine, didn’t want to.
But now I’m forced to.

I honestly hate you deep down to your bones.

Maybe like some people said, I wished for a little too much drama.

RYAN HIGA
OMG I'M LIKE OBSESSED OVER HIM TOO.
CUTE FUNNY WITTY.
QUITE HOT TOO HAHAH.
OMG.
HEH.
HE'S DAMN FUNNY SERIOUSLY.
OMG.
I LESS THAN THREE YOU! TEEHEE!

TAYLOR TAYLOR
Love his eyes!!
Love his smile!!
Especially his eyes omg.
I'll just melt like an ice if he ever looked at me with those intense eyes!!!!!
*Swoons*
Omg. I'm like going crazy over him.


Oh, and, heh heh, love his body too xD

TAYLOR
Sorry, but, OMG TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SERIOUSLY DAMN HOT!!!
Hahah no, I didn't go and watch Eclipse.
I just came across Taylor Lautner videos on Youtube.
Like, wow seriously.

HAHAH.

This is bad.
I can't stand how I can get so pessimistic sometimes.
I really need to get out of the constantly-pessimistic-state-of-mind.
It makes me really upset.
I shouldn't think that way really.
I want to be optimistic and a happy person.

Arden Cho!
Wow wow.
Am I jealous or what man.
She's damn talented seriously.
Not that famous and all, but reading through the stuff she'd appeared in/on before, I'm seriously surprised.
Damn long list.

- Modeling
- Acting
- Hosting
- Appearing in ads
- 100% Fluent Korean
- Tae Kwon Do & Martial arts: 7 years
- Competitive and Sports Cheerleader 8 years
- Studio dance training: 4 years, Dance teams: 6 years
- Gymnastics: 6 years
- Piano: 8 years
- Cello: 6 years
- Guitar
- Vocal training: soprano
- Snow Ski
- Ice skating
- Bowling
- Softball
- Rollerblading
- Horseback Riding

Okay fine, the last part's more common and all. But still!!
WOW.
I think she's really pretty too! :o












http://www.ardencho.com/

Gluttony
That's the most often used title.
Not that I ever use a title for a post twice, but still. This is the first time I'm reusing it!
Hahah.
Yeahhh perfect word to describe me manz.
It's.. 2.43am now!
AND I'M DAMN HUNGRY MY GOODNESS.
I'm epic-ly greedy, seriously.
Just now while I was devouring two waffer bars, I was like whining omg. About the sinfulness of them. Of eating two chocolatey snack bars at close to 1am.
Damn sinful.
I should just stop snacking altogether man.
So much for telling myself that I got to start cutting down on junk food and losing weight -_-
And now I feel like eating another waffer bar.
Goodness me! ):
It's like sitting on the table right in front of me, tempting me.
Just a little stretch of my arm and I'll reach it..
Omg.
Okay okay, nevermind, SELF CONTROL IS KEY!!



I'm listening to In Your Freedom right now.
I fell in love with Hillsong recently.
I'm still a bit confused about the band name though..
Is it Hillsong United or just Hillsong??
Maybe they're two different bands, idk.
Anyway, their songs are awesome.
They're Christian songs and I'm not Christian, but whatever.
I still love them.

New CD
Yay I got a new CD at a damn low price today omg.
Felt so happy heh.
Jamie Scott and The Town!
The songs are not bad :) :)
The main reason I bought it was cause it had a song called Runaway Train in it and I thought it was the one that I had in my com. I liked that song and since it was nice, the other songs should be nice too.
It wasn't the same song -_-
But the songs are quite nice though!! :D
But

Stuff today made me quite happy.
I had pepper lunch!
My fav pepper lunch meal too: Curry beef pepper rice with cheeeeeese!
Well that's like the only thing I eat there..
Okay, fine, maybe I'm getting a little sick of that since I had that yesterday too..

And and, we got a new phone!
WE cause I don't get to use it -_-
My brother gets to use it boo.
The new phone's not that great, but still! A new phone's better than my lousy old phone man ):

You are the music in me
I want a new music player quite badly boo ):
I want one with the type of functions that I want but cheap at the same time (Okay, that was totally stating the obvious, like who doesn't right)

I'm looking for one online yay :D
I hope I find a great oneeeee!

The only exception
Awesomez, I found the song!
The music video that I was trying to recall of the girl walking through rooms and in the end she came back to the first room.
Paramore!


Surreal
Ask me why I'm just listening to music?

Cause I want to shut the noise out.

But somehow it still gets in.

And it's tearing my heart to shreds.

Ask me why I'm being nonchalant about it?

Well it's cause there's nothing I can do about it.

All those beautiful music videos
This sudden craze over music videos has reminded me of a music video I watched recently..
No, two music videos actually.
I remember parts of the video itself, but not the title.
That sucks manz.
It's like knowing the tune of a song but not being able to fit it to a song title.
Boo.

One of the videos has a woman walking through many many rooms and doors, but at the end of it she realises that what she really wanted was to be at where she was at first.

The second one was a woman playing an acoustic guitar and singing, with many chairs around. As she sings, people start filling the room and playing all kinds of instruments around her.

I hope I remember them soon man.
It's really bugging me ugh! D:

Boston



One of my all time favourites..

I think I fell in love with it back in Sec Two.
Listening to the song again now, I realised that parts of it actually fits in my life right now..




I don't listen to chinese songs anymore since a long while ago.. But this song was quite nice, so yea. :)

Remembering sunday



This just reminded me of that afternoon when I was watching this, and watching them..

One of the days
And everyone keeps saying,
"Nothing helps but time"
Time is all I own

And time won't stop replaying
Over in my mind
I watch the hours slow down

So I crawl underneath my blanket
Where I can hide away, I know I can't take it
'Cause I see now, it's just one of those days

PW
Man, I felt shitty about it again just now.
It's like as though they're just not willing to put in effort.
Okay fine, not all of them.
Maybe it's just you.
Sian la.
Feels like as though PW's like, as you said, GC. Gone case.
You just don't give a damn about it seriously.

I feel like kicking you.

I'd rather be with you

'I'd Rather Be With You'

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