Eden Riegel






















WOW.
I think she's DAMN PRETTY.
Heh.
She's so cute in Imaginary Bitches :)

I always like to look at her eye brows heh heh.
They're very.. Uhm.. Interesting looking! :D

$$
SHITZ.

I think I got to watch my spendings more closely now..
I've no idea how I suddenly almost finished spending 60 bucks within 1 week!!
WOW.
I didn't even really go out - go out. Thus I couldn't have bought anything expensive..
Okay la fine, I still have 24 left. But still! I've spend quite a lot already omg.

GOT TO START SAVING!!!!

Ugh and to think I want to save up to buy a camera and an ipod too?
FAT HOPE MAN.
BOO.

NO LIFE. But yet setting more targets to make myself even more no life..
It was quite amusing how I had no idea about the movies that are showing right now..
Hahah qianyi was like talking about them, but I only knew like shrek and the last song.
Shrek's posters are like all over the place, it'd have been creepy if I didn't know about it at all; The last song's ad is on the tv at mrt stations. It plays over again and again. I'd have been like deaf and blind or something if I didn't know about it.

Hmm.
Damn no life omg.
Idk what I'm doing these days man..
It's not like I've been studying or having super intense cca training or ending school late almost everyday.
I really wonder what I've been doing with all my time omg.
My time management issues!!!
Going from bad to worse man..
THIS IS BAD. VERY BAD. OMG.

I got to.. :
1! Start studying
2! Slack less
3! Don't get so hooked onto the com again
4! Do my homework la
5! Stop wasting so much time doing stuff that're a waste of time
6! Sleep earlier
7! Snack less on junk foods
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8! (Stop thinking so much about someone.. :/)

Imaginary Bitches
Hahah I like that new show I found :)
Imaginary Bitches!
It's quite entertaining and amusing to watch.

I think I just wasted another day of my life..
Damn!
I'd better start studying soon man this is bad ):

Sleep
I should be sleeping soon..
I promised myself I'll try to sleep earlier this hols but ugh. It haven't worked so far.

I really need more sleep. I think I'm becoming stupider cause I sleep late plus I don't use my brains much hmm.
Though the sleeping late = stupider part doesn't apply to the case of daniel..

Oh well. I'll go sleep.
I'm blogging a lot today hahah. So much thoughts to express man.
No, just a lot of nonsense actually.

I even created a new private blog for it hahah.


Kk.
Goodnight world!

I never told you

Boo I think this is really sweet. Especially the part where there's the old people.


It's not easy making imaginary new friends

Hahah I found this quite amusing.


Tumblr = interesting
Hmm. I like a lot of the stuff posted on tumblr..
So interesting :>
But I don't really know how a tumblr works and all, so..
Oh well, I'll just stick to lousy noobish blogger for now!



"Hey you, we don’t talk anymore. And you know what the saddest part is?
We used to talk everyday."



"I try acting like a tomboy because I don’t feel like I’m pretty, or elegant enough to be feminine and girly.

I think that I also do it so I have an excuse for why boys don’t like me."



"Everyone thinks I’m really happy and bubbly and that I brush off insults and get over it… but really, I’m just so angry on the inside. It’s starting to overwhelm me."

Weirdo
I wished for the holidays, but now that they're here, somehow I feel kind of bored.

Can't stop complaining!!
It's 1.28am on 26 May 2010, Wednesday.

Idk why I'm still so awake..

It's actually kind of creepy.

Ugh my mind suddenly drifted back to the stuff I was complaining about earlier on again.
The play better be good and be worth the opportunity cost of leaving early from training and missing out on saiful's farewell, man.
Damn, it'd better! D<

I'm working on the group lit essay right now..
I'm not really sure what to write.
I think it's going to be quite badly done.

I haven't pack yet D:

I will survive
AWESOME SHIT!

(My failed oxymoron..)

I'm so screwed for tomorrow omg.
I'm in a damned dilemma!!! UGH.

Okay la, it's not really a dilemma anymore since I've already made decisions.. In fact, it's not one AT ALL anymore. Hahah.
I'm just feeling freaking frustrated and annoyed and pissed and angry!!
Not at anyone, but like the stuff that I have on tomorrow.

Okay firstly, training clashes with the Taming of the Shrew play @ DBS theatre.
Mhm wait, not really clash. That's where the problem comes in! D:
Cause right, training is supposed to be from 3-5pm. Taming of the shrew is supposed to start at 7.30pm, but must reach at 7pm. BUT the class is meeting up at the clarke quay mrt, which is the nearest to the place, at 6.30pm.
I WANT TO GO HOME TO CHANGE AND DUMP MY BAG FIRST!!!!! ):
It takes 1 hour to get home. 1 hour to get from home to clarke quay.
Still must shower and change!!
I absolutely have NO intentions of wearing uniform to the play.
OR, neither do I want to wear a dress and carry my huge bag plus hockey equipments.
NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY.
Either way right, I'll look like some freaking idiot/retard.
Disgusting like shit!!

Elaine didn't want to allow me to go off early from training ):
Even after I offered to leave training slightly before it ends, like, 4pm, but do make up training again another day. Make up training is horrible like shit okay!!
She didn't allow even after i was willing to try to compromise!!! D<>We were all supposed to try to make it for training, not be late, not make him angry, move fast, and put in 200% effort..
They're going to have a farewell after the guys' training. Cake, farewell, card.

I'm going to miss all of that. Awesome, plain awesome.

I suddenly feel like crying..
It's like the past 2 weeks or so I was so damn upset over how saiful seemed to be constantly picking on me.. Just yesterday, during the monday training, while he was talking to me, even he himself admitted that he was giving me a lot of pressure.
I was damn upset over all the scoldings and all luh omg.. Though I knew it was to help me improve. I know I was just taking it from a negative point of view. Whatever it was, I couldn't help it. I was just plain upset.

But I don't want him to go yet.

I still want to prove to him that I was putting in the efforts when he thought that I wasn't.
That it's not that I'm not training hard enough, not bothering to run, not pushing and sweeping properly, or not trying my best.
I want to show that the shit stuff that I did (the screwed up pushes and sweeps) during the mini matches are not the best that I can do and that they were actually screwed up and I can do better.

I want to let him know that I can do it.
That even though I'm already putting in lots of effort (maybe way more than what some others are putting in), and still get scolded, I will not succumb!!!!!
I WILL PUT IN EVEN MORE EFFORT.
I WILL TRY HARDER.
I WILL PROVE THAT MY BASICS ARE NOT LIKE SHIT.
I WILL SHOW THAT I'M NOT AN IDIOT ON THE PITCH.


Lastly, I will miss saiful, our dear awesome coach.
I think I've only known him for 3 months?
But from 4 trainings a week at the start to 2 a week now, it's been quite a number of days..
He's been funny and nice, strict at the right time and firm with us.
Idk how to describe the positive traits luh. Idk what's so damn good about him, maybe everything, but one thing's for sure - HE'S AWESOME.

COME BACK AFTER YOUR EXAMS LEH??!
Yes, please do ):



Current music: Parker - Automatic Loveletter

Starter
This is a new bloggggggggggg.

HI.

Today was an awesome day! Very very funny too!

Hmm. I'm lazy to blog, actually.

Damn it!

Maybe later luh :>



Current mood: Feeling sleepy but don't want to sleep yet
Today: Was damn awesome!!
I did: Lots of stupid stuff again
I should be: Doing hw. Yes I know I should D: (I haven't been doing math at all omg)
I like: This blog skin. It's really plain but nice :)
I want to: Change the profile photo thing. But idk how to.. And i got to get off the com too D:
Random thought: Why did Maryam suddenly go offline without telling me?? ):
Feel like: Sleeping and slacking
Current music: Scientist - Coldplay